Thursday, August 28, 2008

Yikes! I'm Another Cry Baby...

Wow. I thought I had better blog again today. I guess Kathy and Desi thought that I was being a bit whinny in my last blog :P Actually, the blog was more about choices than it was about not succeeding. I have never done badly in school, and that is not really a concern of mine. I guess, at this point in my life, I am worried about the choices that I make and how they will effect Kale in the long run. I mean, wanting a masters is a good thing, being able to help provide for my family is a good thing, but taking the time away from Kale perhaps is not.
There is no question in my mind about whether or not I CAN accomplish school, I know that with the Lord I can do anything. Rather, I am more concerned on whether or not I should. Is the money I make as an adjunct going to make up for the debt I accumulate to get the degree? Is this degree going to make me more marketable? That is a big hmm I think.
I know that people out there have it much worse than me. I am grateful that I even have the option of school. I just pray that, as I pray, I will understand the Lord when he directs me.

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